6.10.10

The Battle.

The time is coming for us to
fight for the life of those
around us

Fight for those who we love
fight fight FIGHT!

The armor is dawned
black and white shields
swords of might.


We trust in our armor
not in our song

We trust in the might one
who keeps us up

We look sometimes
to the water and the
field takes us

The battle becomes bitter
the fight becomes hard.


Blood flows we fall wounds
become our daily occourance

Healers are there they mend us
we get backup.

They rise us up to fight again
there they are there the three are

To help us we trust in them.

The battle rages till he comes

The battle is going until he is here

Glorious will it be when he is here
Lovely he will be when he comes.
Sin will be gone
vanished in a instance.

The battle will be over.
He will have won.

23.1.08

Suicide.

I allways thought that people who commit suicide
are escaping their life

Then i realized that we all commit suicide some times
with what we do how we act how we are ourselfs

The question I present
the question that is muttered

would be who is suicidal the one with the
kinfe in his hand
or the one with the words that continue
to kill those who cut..

Cut God from their own mind with their own decision
Cut popularity into their selfs with their own persistants
Cut things that are hateful into their own being!!


We all are suicidal except in different ways

I commit suicide everyday by giving up myself
or at least I try to remember it

For suicide is what Christ ultimately committed
on the cross the morbid thought of a cross
that now has become so much different
in our deprived undermined society
that we claim to be great..

I ask you reader when is the last time your
actions affected someone who committed suicide
of them self?

WHEN is the last time it happened to you?

Highschool.

I continue to try to get
what i need not

I continue to go threw
things that become not

I continue to think
I continue to pray
I continue to try to be me

I gave up my loneliness
I gave up my identity

For you
For myself
For the betterment of those around me

I continue to be socially deprived
I continue to not be in this odd loop

I can live with out a girlfriend
I can live with out things that hinder me

Why then do I think I need both?
Why then is there none that feel the same?

How do thoughts only become mine
and yet no one else's around me

NONE are here to support me besides those who
I know...

NONE is the loneliest thing to be
this society of mine makes me feel
like None other than everyone else

This society of mine deprives my mind
of what I need of what I crave
It fills me up with things undeniably
not for me

I do what I naught wish to do
I don't do what I should do

I wish I know I think I pray
for her

A wife is in the future
or so I think

Yet the longing is there
the thought is there

The action is deep
the romance is present

Unused
Untouched
by the real

Destroyed
Decomposed
by the unreal

These are me
I am the unused
I am the untouched
by the real girl

I am the destroyed
I am the decomposed
By the figment of a being.

Tampering with these things myself
has taught me not to
yet now I wish to tamper with
those who are real
instead of those who are
not present.

Thoughts of the one to come...

10.1.08

Leave behind your self take up the cross
Crucify your self become someone else!

Leave behind yourself take up the life
Be who you aught to be and not who you are!

Lave behind your self take up the challenge
to live who God makes you out to be!

Leave behind your self take up the joy
that is before your eyes always!

Leave behind your self take up the cross
crucify yourself allow God in.. that is someone else.
Be ready be strong be courageous
for very uncanny things to take place
for things that you are to venture forth into

God is ready for you to be strong
for you to do the insane
things that are done by those he loves

God is ready for you
give up and be with him.

Bible

Sing the bible
allow it's message to be repeated
in your singular mind
memorize memorize
have joy
trust in it's words
do not doubt it

It is the truth
it is life
It is everything you need

when you are alone
when you are forsaken by those
who you thought were your friends

The bible is everything you need

It is from God's own thoughts
It is from him

If you hear a voice in your head
read your bible and tell me if it's true

If it just talks about you
test it don't trust till you know

your maker's voice
all testing then trusting.

Super super !

Super fabulous people all around me with things to say
things to do Super fabulous people all around me with things to pray
Might they be those who I love
Might they be those who are to be saved
Love life liberty !

Liberty if faulty
Love is always
Life is like beauty always fleeting!

Love is always
LOVE IS ALWAYS!


Trust in love and you can't go wrong.